Today's reading covers Ephesians and Philemon. A lot caught my attention during this reading. For such a short book, I sure made lots of notes. Once again, Paul gives great insight and instruction to the church.
Faith, Not Understanding
So much bad stuff happens all around us in this world. How could that be? Is it God teaching us a lesson? Is it an attempt by the enemy to further separate us from God? We burn for this understanding. But maybe we were not made to understand, but to have faith regardless of these things.
"In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, in order that we, who were the first to put our hope in Christ, might be for the praise of his glory." Eph. 1:11-12
That verse said "everything". Not "everything good", or "everything holy". "Everything", even the bad. He will work it all out "with the purpose of his will" so that we can praise Him. I've witnessed this time and again through deaths and trials. I don't pretend to understand who makes these things happen or why they happen, but I do choose to believe that God will work it out for His glory, which is rightfully deserved.
The Enemy, aka...
While reading I came across a verse that references a "ruler". It sounds like Paul is talking about Satan, but I had to underline to make sure I went back and did my research to find out if I was right.
"As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient." Eph. 2:1-2
A few versions of the bible have "devil" in this verse. Since the devil does have power over this earth, I guess calling him the "ruler of the kingdom of air" isn't too far fetched. I had just never heard the enemy be called this before, so it caught my eye.
Do Your Part
I came across a verse that made me think "Am I doing my part?" So I'll throw that question out to whoever is reading this, too. Are you doing your part?
"From him [Christ] the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work." Eph. 4:16
So I thought about what this meant. Is my part to go to church every Sunday and be a nice person? I think it's far more than that. I believe my part includes serving, both at the church and outside the church. Tithing. Bringing the good news to those who don't know, or have little faith. Being a good example to my wife and children. I need to work on ALL of this. I need to do my part.
Quick
Ok. I'm going to admit to something that I'm am ashamed of myself for. I'm also going to give myself and excuse, which really doesn't hold up at all, but I've been using it for some time. Over the last couple of years, I have lost a lot of my patience when it comes to my family. I am quick to snap, quick to put on a mean face, quick to raise my voice, and I really don't like that about me. I've told myself that the stress of "needy" children over all of these years has just worn me down to where if one thing goes wrong it is just another straw on top of the camels back that has already broken. This is an area of my life that I have recently acknowledge as a problem area. What's funny, is that I've never handed this problem over to God. I've only mildly asked him for help in prayer. This verse made me think more about this problem and something that Clark had said a couple of weeks ago helped me come to the conclusion that I needed to be asking God for more help in this area.
"In your anger do not sin" Eph. 4:26
Starting Sunday, I have been praying A LOT about this problem of mine. It's only been 3 days, but in those 3 days I don't think I have been "quick" with my children at all. So my plan is to keep praying, keep relying on God, until NOT being quick with my family becomes my new second nature.
More Change
There are two verses in this book that challenged a part of who I've been all of my life. I've always been a joker. I like to "kid around" with people. Oh boy, I'm going to be ashamed of myself again. Depending on who I'm around, some of my humor is questionable. Not offensive or colorful, but more "inappropriate", I guess. This is another area of my life that I've been working on over the last couple of months. Here are the verses:
"Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen." Eph. 4:29
"Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving." Eph. 5:4
I need to find the right balance between funny and inappropriate. Like I said above, this is really only a problem when I'm around some people. The answer might seem to not be around these people, but if I'm not around them, how can I witness to them. So I believe the answer is for me to change myself.
Love and Respect
"However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband." Eph. 5:33
Ev and I just started a class at Journey Church called "Love and Respect" this past week. Our first class went over how true it is, in most cases, that Men want respect and Women want love. I just wanted to put this verse in my journal for the day as a reminder of what we are learning in this class.
A Little Scary
It's not often that I look at the Bible as a scary book, but this verse really made me think about the realities of our struggle and just how scary they are.
"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." Eph. 6:10-12
Optimistic Paul
A quick note here. In Paul's letter to Philemon, he calls himself a "prisoner of Christ Jesus" (Philemon 1:9). This stood out to me because he didn't say a "Prisoner of Rome" or a "Prisoner of Caesar" or a "Prisoner of Sinners". Instead, he looks at his imprisonment as Gods will. He accepts it and he makes the most of it by still spreading the good news to the guards and sending encouragement to the community through his letters. This should serve as a reminder to me that even in the midst of my "troubles", I need to persist in my faith and continue doing Gods will.
Pushy Paul
In Philemon, I underlined a verse that seemed out of character for Paul. I wanted to try to understand it better. In speaking about Philemon accepting his slave Onesimus back as a brother in Christ and to cancel all debt that Onesimus has, Paul seems to be a little pushy, throwing his weight around and being sarcastic about Philemon not owing anything to Paul. It was this verse that made me feel this way:
"I will pay it back—not to mention that you owe me your very self." Philemon 1:19
I looked on-line for some commentaries regarding this verse and at first came across a few that were really no help at all, but then I found this:
"The connecting thought may be expressed, “I assume this obligation in order not to insist on your great personal debt to me.” Or there may be a suppressed thought thus, “Accept this pledge that I may not insist on my rights as to your great personal obligation to me.”
George Clarke - Commentary on Philemon (1906) - "Designed for Pastors and Sunday Schools"
http://www.archive.org/stream/galatiansephesia09clar#page/489/mode/1up
This book was preserved by scanning the pages of a book from 1906 and putting them on-line. The scans look really good, but you can see the authenticity and age from them.
I thought this commentary expressed what Paul might have been thinking best. It was not so much that Paul was being pushy, but that he was saying "I believe that you will have faith enough to do this so I won't get pushy."
The End!
So it's NT40 Day 24. I'm caught up on my reading, but obviously still behind on my journal. It is also my birthday! And I thank God for my life and all of the blessings he has poured out on my from that day 34 years ago to this day, and for all of the blessings he will continue to pour into me going forward. How great is our God!